The streak of albums alternating between obscure metal and indie folk/country is now up to six.
How does that happen, you ask? It’s random. Identifying a pattern is just a thing that makes your brain feel better, and maybe generate a little small talk in the teaser section.
Disc 1903 is… Old Flowers
Artist: Courtney Marie Andrews
Year of Release: 2020
What’s up with the Cover? Courtney looks cold in this picture, and maybe a little miffed. Like the photographer has taken her out to the foothills and over several hours had her pose, trying to get the perfect shot.
So much time has gone by that it’s now dark, and so she’s just said “fine – the next one is it, and let’s go back to town!” as the photographer futzes with some lighting equipment he’s haphazardly pulled out of the back of the Jeep.
Alternative viewers may see a different tale. Perhaps Courtney and her partner have earlier murdered a hitchhiker on a lonely stretch of road. All the hitchhiker had was $23 in loose bills and an iPhone 6 with no minutes on it, and Courtney is pretty upset with the take, not leastwise because she only got $11 of it.
They’ve been digging a grave just off the road since the late afternoon and it has fallen dark. Courtney thinks the hole is deep enough given the isolated location. Her partner has insisted going down a couple more feet just to be sure the coyotes don’t dig him up.
In both scenarios Courtney is cold and would like to go back to town but doing it right – whether it’s a photo shoot or a murder scene – takes time.
How I Came To Know It: I’ve been a fan of Courtney Marie Andrews since she released her 2016 masterpiece, “An Honest Life” (see review back at Disc 1081). When she releases a new album I tend to buy it, and that’s what’s happened here.
How It Stacks Up: I have six Courtney Marie Andrews albums (I just picked up her 2026 record, “Valentine” this weekend). “Old Flowers” ranks at #2.
Ratings: 4 stars
The worst thing about Courtney Marie Andrews’ voice is that you
can only experience it for the first time once. “Old Flowers” was my fourth
album by her, and that ship had long sailed. However, even after many years and
many albums, there is still no way to fully prepare to hear her sing. Each and
every time it is revelatory.
After a bit of extra production on “May Your Kindness Remain” “Old Flowers” has a sound closer to “An Honest Life” and this is a good thing. The songs are simple and sparsely arranged, and perfect vehicles for delivering Andrew’s vocals. Soft and sweet, with a controlled quaver and hurt for days, Andrews has a voice that makes you stop what you are doing, turn your ears to the stereo in a slow and deliberate way and fall forward into the experience.
At its heart, the secret is vulnerability. Andrews sings like she’s experiencing heartbreak for the first time. The miracle is that somehow this wholly committed emotional journey has a wisdom in it you would associate with someone much older. She’s a reminder that when life isn’t a thing that washes over you, its something you immerse yourself in – become part of – and that’s a good thing.
The album is aptly named, with the imagery of flowers featuring on many tracks. “Burlap String” starts the record off, situating us in a small west coast town with a moseying country-styled guitar strum. Like a lot of Andrews’ songs, this one is the end of a relationship. It’s a song of reconciliation, though, as she muses:
“If I could go back now
I'd pick you wildflowers
Tie 'em in burlap string
Tell you what you mean to me”
It’s not a rekindling of the relationship – that’s over –it’s regret of the missed opportunities to express love when it was new and fresh.
Fast forward to the title track, and the theme has shifted, but the flowers have remained. The wistful guitar strum is replaced with the purposeful rhythm of heavy piano chords and snare drum. This one is a slow and sorrowful march. The refrain “you can’t water old flowers” reflects the other side of a neglected and unkind relationship which is over. “Burlap String” has a kindness to it. “Old Flowers” isn’t cruel, but it is resolute. It is bags-packed and walking out the door feeling good about something for the first time in years.
These are just two songs, and while you won’t find flowers featuring in every song, you will find a bouquet of hurt and wisdom at every turn. Andrews has a generational voice, and she deploys it with an easy grace. Listening pulls you into yourself, pushes you into the innermost places where your guard is down, and shows you the beauty you’ve been hiding from yourself in there.
“Old Flowers” came out in July 2020, at a time when most of us were locked in our houses, the pandemic deepening, and wondering what would come next. Andrews’ answer is simple – we’ll never know what comes next, or what cruel or capricious turns await us on life’s road, but one thing we do know – there’s always love.
Best tracks: Burlap String, Guilty, If I Told, Old Flowers, Break the Spell, How You Get Hurt
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